05/13/02 Today was a pretty good day, all things considered. I went to Mental Health to have my medications evaluated. I think they are finally getting me on the right stuff. I don't feel quite as antsy anymore and I do sleep sometimes. I fell down today, one minute I was standing there and then, all of a sudden, I was on the ground. I skinned both my knees. I called the Dr. and he thinks that it's because I've been drinking so much diet soda. (nutrisweet isn't good for fibromyalgia) Anyway, I had the missionaries come over and give me a blessing. That seemed to help. My legs aren't so sore anymore. In a couple of days, I'm leaving with my in-laws for Utah. They're moving down there, so I get to see it. I'm so excited. I've never seen Utah. I'm still having trouble coming to terms with my hysterectomy... I can't help thinking that I wanted the surgery... how much worse it must be for those who don't want it. More thoughts tomorrow, 05/14/02 Today I tried to put a Safe Surf sticker on my site. For some reason it wouldn't work. Other than that, today has been a good day. I slept until 3:15 PM and spent most of the day visiting my son. I didn't fall down at all today. I leave for Utah the day after tomorrow. I can hardly wait. I went to the library to look for books on geneology but there weren't any that were easy enough for me to work with. Today was the first time in 20 years that I left the library empty handed. More thoughts later, 05/28/02 I've been back from Utah a couple of days now. I had a good time, mostly. I got homesick a few times and begged to come home. I'm glad that I didn't. It was a mind-broadening experience. I got to see Temple Square and I took lots of pictures. If I have the pictures put on disk, I'll post some of them here. Tomorrow I have an interview with the Bishop, to see about being rebaptised. I've been giving a lot of thought as to who I want to have baptize me. At first, I thought that I wanted my best friend to do it, but now I'm not so sure. This is something that I feel I have to pray about some more. I'm getting some prompting as to who to choose, but I'm not completely decided yet. Maybe the Bishop will have some insight. I went to see Cayden today. We went to the library and this time I checked out some books. Anyway, more thoughts tomorrow, |
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